I have been asked for a couple of times to make an about me- page because people don’t really know who I am. I don’t really know what to put in my about me, but I guess I can start by actually thanking you for reading this, the fact you take your time to read this truly means a lot to me. It’ll probably be an essay for you guys and be a whole-day task if I should write everything. The following is what I don’t tell anyone I know in real life. Before you read this you should know I’m pretty complicated. But again thank you if you take the effort to read it.
Uhm so.. I am a guy from Denmark living in a small city with 25.000 people. Haha small, I know. I kinda like it here, though I can’t wait to get the hell outta here and never return. This is clearly a place too small to live. My dad own a company who does laboratory for hospitals so as soon as I mention my last name everyone knows who either I am or my dad. I hate that I cant be someone unknown. I want to learn how to play either guitar or piano or both. I have 12mm gauges in both ears; I want to have 20mm but my dad won’t allow me – because everyone knows who he is. When I turn 18 I want to have my whole back, both legs and arms tattooed – yeah sure it will look horrible when I’m 90 but I would rather regret having it done than regret not having it done. I want to travel the world, see everything, and be everywhere. I’m afraid of heights but I want to try jump from a plane with a parachute.
My dream life would be in an apartment in either central London, New york or Paris, with a brick wall and a fireplace, a big piano in the living room surrounded by books and paintings. Having my own big popular restaurant. Jazz is mostly the music I enjoy, and wine is my favourite beverage to drink when I’m alone. I do enjoy rock when I’m angry and dubstep at parties. Mostly I like being alone though I wouldn’t mind finding someone to have wine and Jazz with. Like everyone else I’m forever alone and some days I can get rather sad about it, I get suddenly depressed.
Letting people get close to me is not easy, and not because I have ever experienced someone who has let me down, but I’m afraid of getting judged more than anything and that’s why I don’t let people get close. They will judge me, or hate me. That’s probably cliché too, but what the hell.
I want to be the best at everything I do, and my parents tells me I do to much effort trying to be perfect because “no one can be perfect” but I am doing everything I can to be that, which gives me pretty high standards to live up to haha. I (again) can get sad if I cant do something and I will try to do it for 9842039 times just to get it right.
My family actually means the world to me, I argue with my dad a lot and laugh with my mom a lot, but at the end I love them more than anything and to be honest I cant imagine not living with them.
I thought this would be a really hard task to do but it was actually easier than I’d expected, really, and I wrote more than the English assignment I need to do for tomorrow.
Talk to me,